Now it's not really like me to "blow my own horn", or be bigheaded, but I thought I'd share my glee and my sense of pride on how freakin' fantastic my banana chocolate chip muffins are! 

Thought you'd like to know! ^-^ 'Cause they're ridiculously good! XD


I shall make more and share. ^-^

So I haven't posted on here in like forever.
I've been busy with school and this whole new thing people call a "social life," which is a totally new thing to me! XD
But I just felt like posting my latest dilemma (for any of you who care). So my dilemma is...yes, once again, I have serious issues with money! CERIOUSLY! O___O
So I've pre-ordered 1 of my Harvest Moon games, the other I have been stalking down EB Games so I can pre-order it, so that's going to be close to $80 in games, not to mention I want some Wii points to buy some WiiWare games... that's going to be about 50 bucks or so.
I still NEED (yes, need, there is no other option) to pre-order my the GazettE 1st Press Limited Edition DVD for approximately $112 CAD ><, and now I just spent $65USD for 2 Lynch. DVD's, and I am contemplating buying about $145 worth of DEAD END music, because I love them and they have come back after 20 years!!!!! I cannot really express my happiness about this news, nor can I fully develop a proper sentence to express my love for this band, so watch this video and then you can tease me over my fangirlishness, but whatever Morrie is GOD and DEAD END is everything that is right with music, and you can do/say nothing to make me change my mind (Yes Mary, not even you can argue with me on this cause Mana bows down to Morrie and his greatness)



Fangirlism has drawn me to go job hunting, because I am officially almost out of money! (Its shocking how long it lasted isn't it? XD)



End of post -goes off and studies for her mid-term-

Little Boots, new singer from the UK i believe, about to break out into the American music scene. Awesome song, I've been singing it for days, and this video is ...XD The last part of the video is like sex but in dance form... Enjoy! ^^

So guess who's broke again? MEEEEE!~~ Oh my god! So I just spent at least $185-195 on a freaking dvd (box set) and i waited til the last minute to get my bids in cause I'm crafty but my poor lil heart is beating out of my chest right now, and I'm panting like a ran a marathon. God, who would have guessed that bidding could be such an adrenaline rush?!O-o


(At least I think I won ...>>)

Okies, sooo I still don't have a job (but hopefully that will change soon -optimism-), so I spend most of my days doing odd things around the house and watching tv or looking at crap on the internet, and whilst doing so I came across the White Rabbits.
They're this stellar band from Brocklyn (-gasp- Cari English music!) and they have this song called Percussion Gun. I thought the title was awesome, strong name, definately easy to remember 'cause its like drums and BANG!! >< Loud noise! But it's a really amazing song, so i thought I'd share my recent obsession (well one of them XD).

So here's the White Rabbits performance on Letterman






Hope you enjoy as much as I do! ^-^

Okay....soooo... what a worrisome day.

1.  I just found out that the drummer of one of my favourite bands(SuG) is leaving, causing me to get all teary eyed. Although I'm not sure if it was because of the drummer or because I'm just freakishly emotional right now...(which is very unlike me and worrisome in its own)
2. The drummer of another band that I like (Brodiaea) has gone missing. Yes, missing. Like they were talking to him earlier yesterday and he went off to do his thing and they've had no contact with him since.... (also reports and rumors of a car accident but i'm not even gonna touch that, out of respect for my own sanity)


On the plus side, two of my favourite Korean smexy boy groups have made comebacks...which lead to another negative; I'm broke. T-T

When we're young, we want to get older, as we get older, we want to get younger...
I'm not saying I'm old, certainly not, but I was looking back at some old photos and saw some old friends...well not friends but people I knew, and now I have no idea what's happened to them or how they've been. I'm making myself laugh thinking that even half of these people would even remember who I am, but I remember them and now everything's got me thinking.
I think too much, I know I do, but I can't help it; it's what I do. The shy, quiet type...always thinking, hardly talking... the odd one no one ever really knew. A part of me wants to see these people again, and a part of me knows that's probably not the best idea...
Whatever, I'm rambling ... so to anyone I haven't seen or spoken to in a while... Hi! and don't think I've forgotten you... because I haven't. I never do, I remember everyone I've ever met and I probably always will. Creepy? Maybe, but I don't think so.

And for those friends who I'm still in touch with, thank you. I don't think I take enough time to thank my friends, and I should, so thanks.


[Feeling sappy? Oh yes I am! ^-^]

It's about 9 o'clock and I'm antsy.
I feel reckless, like I need a change.
I've been mentally preparing myself for my haircut tomorrow morning, because you know how I freak out about my hair...
And the way I feel right now, my long brown locks may come back as a fierce blonde bob, or maybe I'll come back a red head... hmm...

Well we'll just have to see tomorrow.

(Although I'll probably just come back with the same old same, old cause I'm lame like that...)

Oh my god Cari, I'm meme-ing (the world is now in fact coming to an end, thought I'd let you know)!


Could you go the rest of your life without smoking pot?
Yes...

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Relatively

Honestly, do you like anybody?
I like a lot of people^-^
Romantically ...not so much (at least not people I know)

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
Uh, no? I've never actually kissed anyone...

Last night you felt?
Pumped, like über excited.

If your being extremely quiet what's it mean?
I'm deep in thought, not feeling well or I just zoned out! XD

Looking forward to anything?
Dir en grey concert with Yumi! Yay! ^-^

Last time you were confused?
Hmm... probably in geography class today


Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Every minute? I'd go freaking senile! O__O

What is in your backpack right now?
Binder, writing book, glasses and some Korean scribbles I did last week...

What is your current mood(s)?
Content (but my head hurts)


What color shirt are you wearing?
black tank, grey hoodie


Do you get along with girls?
Yea....


How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's soft and straight 'cause I flat ironed it, but I want to colour it...

How old do you want to be when you have kids?
Mmm...after 25 before 30, 27ish (I know I'm a freak! XD)


Would you tattoo someone's name on your body?
I will never tattoo anything on myself, ever.

Where is your most ticklish spot?
my neck (don't whisper things to me, I giggle)

Do you have over 200 MySpace friends?
No, I hardly ever go on myspace anymore I think I have like 12 friends XD

Do you miss anyone?
I miss Irene, like crazy lots! and Cari and her unique self! ^-^

What do you dislike at the moment?
My headache.... ><

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
Uhh... no one, I'm pretty much as me as I can get.

Are you happy with yourself?
Usually, yeah.

When did you last cry?
Like actual tears? Too long ago.

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
No.

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
I partially told it...

Do you spend time with the same people always?
Everybody's left me so I spend time with myself a lot.

Do you think best friends could be replaced?
I couldn't replace anybody, ever.

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
If I didn't have paralyzing anxieties that stop me, yeah I would. (Not saying I hate my life, I'd just like to do something else and take a freaking risk for once)

When people say "I don't ever talk about anyone" do you believe it?
No, nobody never talks about anyone.

Who can you just hang out with and just talk about stuff?
Yumi. We talk about some of the strangest things and nothing a lot and say the same things at the same time, we have one brain and share it. XD

Something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
If I hate talking about, why would I now? I mean really?! XD

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
No, I think I'm generally liked by those who know me.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
HA! No.

Who did you last talk to for longer than 10 minutes on the phone?
Yumi, like 2, 3 hours at a time... XD

Suppose you see your boyfriend/girlfriend or crush kissing another person?
I don't have one but figuratively speaking, I would walk away, and the next time I see him I'd tell him that I hope he's happy with the other person. End.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yup.

Have you ever met a real life prostitute?
No.

Who do you hate?
I try not to hate anybody...but certain people's behaviors aggravate the crap out of me.

Are you happy right now?
Moderately.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Umm....my mom? XD

Want someone back in your life?
Not really.

Are you good at giving directions?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ever licked someone's cheek or forehead?
No...not yet! XD

Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
Depends on my mood, but mostly warmer.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Ehh...mostly I'd probably put some jeans on.

If you could go any place in the world where would you go?
Korea, Japan, China (Taiwan as well), Germany and England

Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
No.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
High school grad hoodie XD

What was the reason you got grounded for last?
I've never actually been grounded before.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
I'm trying not to.

Have you ever fell asleep in someones arms?
No, usually it's the other way around.

Is the last person you kissed older or younger?
...I thought we've been through this already...

Socrates famously claimed that, "the unexamined life is not worth living."
The only thing I would like to examine right now is my bed.

Why must everything be against me right now?
A few weeks ago, my hard drive crashed, taking all my stuff with it (...bitch).
Now I'm left to re-write all my term papers... AGAIN !
Might I add with shaky internet as well. Yes my internet connection is deciding to
come and go as it pleases, without any concern for me, making it very difficult to
work on my philosophy ISU.

I'm tired, cold, and stressing out.
Yes I feel sorry for myself, I know I'm not the only one with stresses,
but at least I'm TRYING to deal with mine...even though it seems like
nothing is letting me...


P.S. I haven't thrown a good "woe is me" pity party in quite a while.
Feel free to join in! The more the misery-able-er (Hee~ I like making up words ^-^)

Everything... your life, your secrets, your hobbies and passions gone in a flash.
All of this because your computer is a piece of shit and decided it was over you
and thought it was a good idea to seize up so your entire hard drive is gone.
Gone. Deleted. Never to be seen again.
The worst part of this is that I don't even know if my second hard drive is salvageable.
 And EVEN worse (yeah I didn't think it could be worse but it can) is that my pictures, all my pictures: magazine scans, live photos, rare photos, every freaking picture is GONE!!!
I am so angry, pissed, sad, depressed, furious right now I could scream and cry.
I'm shaking as I'm typing on my mother's laptop.
My 3GB of GazettE pictures are all gone. I'm in denial and disbelief right now.

I never thought of myself as particularly materialistic but now I know otherwise....
So with that said I'm going to go and drown my emotions in the angst and anguish of girugamesh and Dir en grey (amongst other aggressive depressing rock). Bai bai.




...maybe I'll shave my head and go live with Buddhist monks....

Okay! Second post. Yay me!
But onto the good stuff...well sort of good.

So the GazettE is releasing their new live DVD Stacked Rubbish Grand Finale [Repeated Countless Error]
and it's up for pre-order so  ...

               -crazy fangirly scream-

                       I WANT IT!!!!! 


...sadly this whole Jrock fandom thing is not so slowly breaking my bank account. But I will survive... oh yes... I have no choice but to.
Sigh, why must my hobbies and interests be so gosh darn expensive?!

Hokay!  So I have finally decided to actually make a post here since I've been on LJ for hmm... I'm going to say either just over or just under a year, not quite sure my memory is a little shaky. That's beyond the point. My point is that my good friend Cari who is just as crazy as I am, in fact she is probably more crazy than I am (yes, crazy people need love too!), stated to me "What is wrong with you? Why haven't you posted?", to which I responded  as a blubbering idiot, which I tend to do quite often. So that got me thinking to what I could post about, so I'm posting about nothing! Yay! The best thing to post about! Well due to my lack of interesting stuff to write about I'm just going to end this and thank Cari for giving me the kick in the butt I needed to get me posting.

Thank you Cari! ^-^